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[personal profile] grilletto 2021-03-03 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ A feeling that he couldn't describe washed over him, skin tingling as a buzzing rose in his ears. Whether it was a more delicate way of putting it or not, that had been far more blunt than Mista had expected and for a moment he wasn't sure that he'd heard right again.

He wanted to pull away but he felt weak, even more so when a warm hand rested on his face and the rest of those words tumbled out of Ryo's lips. For a second he hated the part of him that was reacting to all of it, the fact that his body was doing more of the talking for him than his own mouth. He'd pulled in closer when he hadn't meant to. How much of it was the desire for contact and how much of it was an attempt to hide the blush that had spread all the way to the tips of his ears, he couldn't be sure at all. ]


With me...? I...I'm not...

[ Not what? He couldn't say that he wasn't gay, that he hadn't had a few intimate encounters with other men that he'd enjoyed. It wasn't as if he was pure any longer, that much felt like it hadn't been true for a long time but there hadn't been another guy since he'd given into his carnal needs. So why didn't he want to pull away? Why didn't he know what to say?

It was an instinctive sort of move that he made when he crooked his neck down and pressed a kiss to the skin of Ryo's neck. Better that he still couldn't see his face when he finally continued. ]


...I've never, you know, been with a guy like that. I mean not...all the way...?

[ Christ, he wanted to stop talking but it wouldn't have felt right not to say anything. There was something about him that made Mista feel comfortable, something that made him want to help him fulfill those needs as he pressed another kiss to Ryo's skin. And then another, and another; lips slipping delicately over his jawline as his own undeniable arousal was growing.

He hadn't really given him an answer, but at least his actions made it clear that it wasn't a no. ]